I really can't stand living anymore. Especially living here. Honestly there is NO purpose for me here. So why should I even feel that I belong anymore?
So instead of going to THAT extent, I'm moving.
To Washington, with my grandma who actually cares and who ACTUALLY acts christian.
Maybe there I'll have time to think about how to become closer to God and let go of allll the hate I have stored inside for my stupid "father". It'll be VERY hard since I can't right now.
but I'm tired of being pushed around and talked to like dirt and walked all over, and stuff by my so-called "family" they think I am the one who is mean? Do they even go back later on and think "oh, I shouldnt have called amber a stupid ugly bitch whos just dirt and can go fuck herself." oh well. ^_^ no they dont. I have no REAL dad to love and support me NO MATTER WHAT, my mom just likes to walk out on me and ignore me when she's wrong and only wants to hear herself, and lets her stupid ugly no good boyfriend go and treat me like shit while my mom sits there like a fucking queen on her bitch throne.
Tired of not being able to get a job, or get into any classes at school, and not having a car. I'm tired of EVERYTHING in my life, that it's time I move and become someone else. For real this time.
That is all.
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